Be my escape

I gotta get outta here, cause I'm afraid this complacency is something I can't shake, I gotta get outta here.... - relient k

I can fool myself sometimes, at times even for months. But when it comes down to it, I still hate it here- no matter how hard I try to forget or to convince myself otherwise.

How do I get out of here - and into something better? The latter is the challenge.

Mental 4 Dental

Mmmm.... 6 years till my next employment. Sounds like a long time... I say to myself "in the grand scheme of things this is a tiny tiny tiny bump on the universe's road to infinite entropy, so be the non-stopping working ant, and just keep digging. My well of happiness should be down there somewhere and one day it would erupt with joy of water"!

Still though, easier said than done. I'm very worried about the outcome of it all. What if i get pregnant in these six years? what if i can never get pregnant after that six years? What if my marriage falls apart in these six years?...